I remember a strawberry seller once told me their strawberries tasted so good because they were fertilized with fish meat. I didn’t think it influenced my art, but looking at this piece now, I realize it probably stayed in my subconscious.
I was a vegetarian for two years until I saw a video talking about how human meat sometimes gets mixed into processed meat. It made me realize that even the vegetarian “minced meat” I ate could be mixed with anything.
It gave me this deep feeling of powerlessness.
Everything in this world is just one big cycle.
It sounds abstract, but it’s like people are all part of the same chaotic mess—organic matter turns into inorganic, and back again.
We’re all interchangeable. I think humans probably originated from that kind of chaos anyway.
When you finally accept how weird the world is, nothing surprises you anymore—even the wildest conspiracy theories like the Flat Earth or something else.